What happens after I was caught stealing twice?

I got caught stealing a little over a month ago and my court date was November 19. I was sentenced to 80 hours of community service. But yesterday, I made the insane choice of stealing again. I was reprimanded (arrested). The police used some items that were my own against me to build the amount of theft items. I am only scared to go to jail. I am so embarrassed and ashamed of myself but, now I need guidance and help through this. Please help, any kind of advice or anything at all would help me try to calm down. I've never been so ashamed and sad. Thank you for your time in reading this.