When surgeon are complicit in covering up a crime

I am not sure how to describe my case because when a surgeon injures a patient because of the color of there skin and other surgeons and doctors falsify my medical records deny me an MRI or a 2nd opinion that's all that it in an attempt to murder me Back in 2014 the same surgeon attempted to paralyze me but considering that I went to a pain clinic an associate who they had known for a couple decade kept me on a leash as if I were a dog using my pain medication to control me me in 2001 I was sent to him from my job for what should have been a cervical fusion but when I woke up in the recovery room I was disabled and now I am slowly dying a cruel painful death there is a first time for everything but most folks don't think that in no way could something like this could happen well I have 1000 dollars to start my case if you think you can help