This question is related to assets when I have a protection order against me issued by a local court.

I currently have a protection order against me issued by the local court and am unemployed. I have no income, no permanent housing and no vehicle to get around in. As I we are still married, should I not be able to have access to some of her income ? Also, I will be turning 55 in July of this year and am eligible to receive a small lump sum pension distribution, but it requires her signature as well and I am not allowed to speak with her about it. Is she owed 50% of that pension as well ? Thank You