Two seperate times being assualted by police officers,I have tried to message and wait for a phone call,is the reasondue to me having no money?

"apparently Id have to die or commit suicide for anyone to look into the situations" This is typically because people charged with criminal conduct get little sympathy from juries, suing the state is VERY expensive and your damages are small, and absent a video or some clear independent and credible evidence - criminals have been known to lie a time or to to work the system, including fabricating or exaggerating claims of police brutality to avoid prosecution. Just watch any episode of COPS in contrast to the BLM videos on the internet, If you make an IAD complaint and they find probable cause or the officer disciplined or fired, that might help a bit ......but still a hard case, especially if your criminal history is not so hot.