Can anyone help me?

I had supposedly simple surgery for a non cancerous lump near my right testicle.3 days later I ended up in the hospital for 4 days b/c I had internal bleeding and a infection.For over a year I had a lot of pain and finally the doctor said he had to remove my testicle.I had that done but not only did I still have pain he killed skin on my scrotum and I had to go back and have surgery again.Not only am I still hurting and having to go to a pain doctor I am deformed and unable to have a normal sex life and I am tired all the time from having low testosterone.I can not do a lot of things I use to do b/c of this.Isn't there something I can do? This has been and will continue to be a nightmare for me.It was supposed to be 1 surgery not 4! And there is not one article stating that one of the complications of the surgery would be me losing my testicle.Had I known that I would have never ever had the surgery.