I called my dr for refill of pain medication on nov 12 and was told I was no longer a pt there. I was told that I had been notified, but I didn't know

I have multiple medical problems, copd, hepatocellular carcinoma, hx of hep c, cirrhosis, high ammonia levels at times, degenerative lumbosacral disc, degenerative arthritis of spine, narrowing of spinal canal, both knees very bad, esophageal varices with multiple transfusions and ventilated for days, edema, bipolar disorder, anemia,thrombocytopenia, decreased rbc and wbc elevated platelets, could bleed out not surgical candidate.enlarged spleen,I have seen same dr for 15 years,been on morphine 60mg for almost as long. I did not get a notice from the dr and they certainly are not trying to help me find another doctor. I am suffering, the er won't help, urgent care won't help, pain specialist I have seen before won't call me back, and my dr's office refuses to supply one last prescription for the needed pain med. no help from anyone to even try to help me taper off.