i have been tesed three times to be told that i have permanent nerve damage to my left, hand wich now as been diagnose as boutinnere deformity,

You may have a viable medical malpractice claim. An attorney needs to obtain and review the medical records to know whether the case should be submitted to an expert.  You should contact a local medical malpractice attorney (one in your state).  They take these cases on a contingency basis which means you only have to pay if you succeed.  Additionally, initial consultations are usually free. Below are some articles you may find helpful. They are written for a New Jersey audience (where I practice) but the ideas discussed in these articles usually apply in most other jurisdictions as well. Click here for an article that discusses the three main questions I ask when deciding whether to investigate a potential medical malpractice case. Click here for an article that explains what you can expect when filing a medical malpractice case.