how can I get out of paying medical bill

On August 9,2010 I attempted suicide which backfired. while I was in the hospital I filed for medicare so that my medical bill will be covered. I was released from the psychiatric ward while i was still medicaid-pending and started a program. I had no money so I decided to go back to work at which point I received a letter stating that I no longer qualify for medicare. I have been contacted today stating that a lawsuit will be filed against me for the balance due of $92,504.32. I live from paycheck to paycheck and find it difficult to make ends meet. In my personal opinion I feel that I shouldn't have to pay this because I wanted to die, I didn't ask to be saved. what can I do if anything to fight this?