I am overwhelmed with where to get started. I contacted you in 2014 when i was struggling to work my full time job. I went p/t, lost all benefits!

I have struggled many years with chronic depression, Bi Polar. I have worked most of my adult life, but i am so overwhelmed almost every day. I have been at this job for 12 years full time with great benefits, But my beautiful son & mom within 2 months became very sick and I could not move, think, or do my job. I went p/t. Lost my retirement, insurance, everything. My husband in 2017 put me on his plan BUT very angry with me because i could not handle this craziness. So. On top of all this, my 26 year marriage has been very ruff since this, my sweet mother has passed.