everything is in the will verbatim but family will not let me receive what is there I can do?

Your first step is to obtain an experienced estate and probate attorney.  If the Will is admitted then inquiry must be made to the Executor or Administrator as to when you will receive what you have been left.  If the Will has not been admitted, then your attorney can file a Show Cause action making demand of the person with the Will to produce the Will.  Under Texas Probate Code § 94 the Will has no effect until it has been admitted to probate.