What can I do if the State of California BRN took my license because of "health concerns" for me, but I was on a LOA trying to address health

In September of 2020 I took a LOA for stress, anxiety, and because I was in physically violent marriage in which I was being hurt. In that same month as promised my abuser made a (false) complaint to the BRN against my RN license. In February of 2021 the BRN made contact with me. I showed proof of messages threatening to make the false complaint, I begged the BRN to let me address the complaint after I was able to establish a stay away order, but forced to come out of protective hiding for an informal questioning in Feb. of 2021. After almost 2 yrs of investigation the allegations of drug use were dropped, but the State revoked my license for my health and mental health needs. I am confused why i'd lose my license for being sick. The entire document is uploaded for the world to see. Why am I being punished for having a mental health diagnosis that i am seeking care for, and why did the Medicaid services then take my insurance stating its because of licensure revocation.